Is this what they call it
It's been my hardest year
Is this the dead of winter
It's been my hardest year
Oh, my heart never beat so bad
Everyday I miss you
Everyday I don't
Everyday I get stronger
Everyday I wanna lay down and die
Die to myself and all my friends
In my head
I guess … this wasn't really my year
Don't get the wrong idea
I got too many of my own
I've been down my only highway
Goin' the wrong way home
Taking the long way home
Oh, my heart never beat so bad
Everyday I miss you
Everyday I don't
Everyday I get stronger
Everyday I wanna lay down and die
Die to myself and all my friends
In my head
I guess … this wasn't really my year
I've been knocked down
Knocked around
Crept up on
Stepped in
Stripped down
Stepped upon
Held up
Hung up
Held out
And held down
I've been tied up
Bound and wound
I've been shot up
Shot down
Shoved around
How bad can one year be
Everyday I miss you
Everyday I don't
Everyday I get stronger
Everyday I wanna lay down and die
Die to myself and all my friends
In my head
I guess … this wasn't really my year